so many things i wanted to say to you.

sooo many things happening right now. once again everything is happening again. i guess i let u felt i never care you once again. hai. it my fault. i made u think that way. but girl all i wanted for you was to train ur self-confident not abandon you. it not i dw u to depend on me. but is just sometime i really want you to learn. i really dunno what i am going to do. ... sigh. i really dunno what you wan girl. i try understanding you in ur family situation i never once demanded you to meet me. ever since ur dad were ill. now i am working in this shit company i really dunno who i can talk to... i wanted to tell my shift work reslly like shit but i just dunno how to tell you. plus now my working timing is mixing up. by the time i awake u are goin slpp. by the u are awake i am slpping. sigh i really dunno what to do. i really somebody could help me. guess is all my fault den...

I Guess Is Still Friend..

why ? wad i did do wrong in this r/s again? i have change for the better from u. u say im weird. den wad u wan me do? be the asshole u once love? i really dunno wad u wan. u just suddenly say lets brk up again. how can i accept it? all i wanted to do in the patch r/s is just to shower u with all my love and care.....i still love you..

1mth 17th.

tell me girl how much do u love me? u said u still have feelings for me. but why u still have a cpl? u dun like me to have a cpl cos i understand u scare i might fall for my cpl. but wad about me? do u think im not scare? do u think i can really see u have a cpl and me tgt? but why? u said u love me but why do u always make me feel so insecure with u... im really heart broken. why cant u just brk the cpl? why cant u just dun contact him anymore?...

1mth 13days.

It Been 1mth 13days after we broke up. i still cant carry on with life as per normal without you. you have alrdy found a couple in audition and you said the attitude is just like mine like wad u said. u said that when u found someone same attitude as me u'll fall in love with him. Why? Why you told me all this? im a human too. i have feelings too. i do feel hurt. do you feel it? tell me wad u wan to do.