so many things i wanted to say to you.

sooo many things happening right now. once again everything is happening again. i guess i let u felt i never care you once again. hai. it my fault. i made u think that way. but girl all i wanted for you was to train ur self-confident not abandon you. it not i dw u to depend on me. but is just sometime i really want you to learn. i really dunno what i am going to do. ... sigh. i really dunno what you wan girl. i try understanding you in ur family situation i never once demanded you to meet me. ever since ur dad were ill. now i am working in this shit company i really dunno who i can talk to... i wanted to tell my shift work reslly like shit but i just dunno how to tell you. plus now my working timing is mixing up. by the time i awake u are goin slpp. by the u are awake i am slpping. sigh i really dunno what to do. i really somebody could help me. guess is all my fault den...